May. 11th, 2004
I feel so out of the loop. Haven't read Lj in a while due to lack of computer/time, haven't checked emails for the same reason.
I don't really care, either. Which is horrible. I know. But I'm tired, and not well, and my hands are so cold I can barely type.
I don't need to justify myself, I have decided. My journal - read it or don't read it. Whatever. Don't care about much at the moment. I am focussing on four things, and those four things are taking up all my time and energy, so Lj is coming a very poor last. Sorry guys; I still love you all so much, but I won't be around as much anymore. At least not until the holidays, and even then I doubt it. I need some serious ME time, and I'm not getting it. I don't think I'll get it either until I pass out somewhere, which could very well happen in the next few days.
I still miss you all.
I don't really care, either. Which is horrible. I know. But I'm tired, and not well, and my hands are so cold I can barely type.
I don't need to justify myself, I have decided. My journal - read it or don't read it. Whatever. Don't care about much at the moment. I am focussing on four things, and those four things are taking up all my time and energy, so Lj is coming a very poor last. Sorry guys; I still love you all so much, but I won't be around as much anymore. At least not until the holidays, and even then I doubt it. I need some serious ME time, and I'm not getting it. I don't think I'll get it either until I pass out somewhere, which could very well happen in the next few days.
I still miss you all.